OLD

i think i am really old. monkey actually said that we look like 30 plus. and when we said that we are in our twenties, she have to say 25. worse this mr don't know wat said 28!!! argh!!! 自尊心受损 how can they do this!!!!! argh!!! thank goodness shisanyee was there to bear it with me. but argh.. its like the utmost times in a week!!! please people please please let me know right now whether is that true. i rather hear it from my close friends then realising it from some strange person whom i not really familiar with. i can't take that shock.

its nice to feel back in school again. but this time round with a totlly new feeling. i feel like a teacher. cause wearing home clothes ma.
its nice to feel back in a production mood again. hee. though this time i'm not involved at all in anyway just there to render any support and advice at all times though mostly not appreciated by most. the all feeling to be on stage, to be preparing for an event with all those close around you is such a nice feeling.
but truth be said, i'm rather disappointed at their attitude towards the event. imagine for the final rehearsal yest, (3 days to actual) only half of the crew came down. no tech run before that which meant that the lightings and the sounds all went very very wrong. markings on the floor aren't visible, props are falling apart, actors have no sense of urgency, no emotions in acting.the finale song was a flop. they're swaying in all sorts of direction, forgetting lyrics etc etc etc. emcee was bad. i never liked that junior girl. but watdisappointed me most was today. they 罢工。 no practices for 2 scripts (2 out of 4 of the perf), left only the producer and another gal walking around and the drama group to practice. why isn't there any practice? cause they're too tired liao.. hmmm why？??i wonder why??哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。

were we like them in the past? i seriously hope not. right here and now i would like to appologise to the seniors and to all my chadian crew if you all ever felt like this while doing the production. I AM SORRY FOR ALL THE HEADACHES AND HEARTACHES AND DISAPPOINTMENT FOR THE PAST EXPERIENCES WHILE WORKING WITH ME. SORRY.
right now, with all my fingers and toes crossed. i can only sincerely hope that everything will turn out well for the perf and that all the seniors will be proud of their juniors at the end of the show. most importantly, the juniors they themselves will be happy for it.